today was just a day
Today, it hailed marble sized peices of ice everywhere and it looked like snow. I was sweet.
Today, I didn't get a paycheck because my employer is a moron. He is gonna feel my wrath come monday.
Today, I had a TV delivered, something I really didn't need but it was a gift, and how can I say no? It is nice to have new things.
Today, I decided that i am going to have my very own herb garden. It is going to be sweet, if it dosen't die.
Today, I clean the entire house, minus vacuuming upstairs. Even the mildew off the walls in the upstairs bathroom. I think some housekeeping changes are in order.
Today, i was lonely and I missed you and I wish that so many people weren't so far away because there is nothing worse for me than being alone.
Today, I realized that one of my big fears, besides failure and lonliness, is stairs. I run down them so fast because I am afraid of falling down and the faster I go, the faster it is over. Times I have fallen down the stair last year from going to fast: 2. One resulted in a possibly sprained wrist that hurt really bad for 2 weeks, the other a very sore ankle. I alost fell head first, but I caught the railing in time. I know, it makes no sense. But what does?
So today was a pretty decent day, minus the paychecks. I hope that my lavender grows and is beautiful, and that my rosemary recovers. Most of all, I hope to see you soon.
2004-01-02 | 9:57 p.m.