Hunnels
So, I got another warning for being rude to a customer yesterday at work. I am looking for a new job before I get fired, haha. I can never be happy at subway, and no matter how long I try to convince myself that I can be the best at whatever I do, I can never be the best at subway because I just can't take all the shit they dish out to me. I just can't smile and let it go. So, I am going to begin the search again, hopefully end out with an office job. Or at least not food service.
Brett is sleeping next to me right now, with his arms wrapped around me as I type, and let me tell you, I never knew I could be this happy. I always wondered if the feeling would just fade and pass...one year and 3 months later, he makes me just as giffy as he did when I first met him. We are just happy. And I know this might be bragging and that possibly none of you really want to hear it, but he is the best thing to ever happen to me, and there is no doubt in my mind that I am going to spend the rest of my life with him.
He takes care of me, and dosen't even think twice. The is no, "I made dinner the last couple nights, or I paid for this, so it is your turn". If he had his way he would make dinner every night, just to be a provider. He tells me every morning and every night that he thinks I am beautiful. Without fail. He, no matter what, always wants to hug me and hold me and be with me, no matter what I have done. He still does all the cute things that guys do when you first start dating....he just never stopped trying to win my heart day after day.
It is like the thoughts of any other female have never entered his head since he met me. He says it was love at first sight. I just don't think I could met anyone in this world more compatible for me.
He is the first person I have enever had doubts about, the first person I can't put an approximate time span for the relationship on (unless you consider eternity as a time span)
So, he makes me happy. Doing my intership makes me immensely happy. Work is just work, they still have not remembered to include my raise on my paycheck. But whatever, hopefully in a few months I will have a kicken new job.
School is hard, when ever I come home, I just sleep because I am so wiped out at the end of the day. But today is my day off and I am going to buy bookshelves and re-arrange my room. Because Ii can, and because it is just impossible for me not to spend money :).
Hence, I am poor.
2004-02-07 | 10:53 a.m.