rush rush rush
So here is my latest idea (I get alot of these, and most are bad, so just love and not Hate).
Since I can't make friends, maybe I will by them. That is why there are soroities, haha.
I am considering Rushing in the fall because I want friends.
I am sad a desperate and Brett will most likely hate me but I think it will better for us if I have friends because it makes me sad and I would be happier if I had friends.
Or it just could be that I am not capable of maing and keeping friends anymore, I just turn people off to me. What is it that makes people not want to hang out with me? Seriouly. SOMEONE PLEASE GIVE ME A FUCKING HINT!!! If that is is the case, if I can't even buy my friends, then so be it. But I am lonely and I don't want to live without having my friends anymore. I can't just live vicariously through Brett's. If I can get a decent job, then I am gonna rush.
That is, unless I can figure out how to have friends on my own.
Hey, maybe one of my new room mates will want to rush with me! OmG!!!!
(This is me crying inside) :(
2004-04-09 | 11:53 p.m.